Roller coaster ride
The roller coaster ride of life is so emotionally draining. One day you are up and then the bottom falls out and down you go. While I take antidepressants I still get very down. Looking back over the years I truly cannot say I have really been happy. I can get myself into more messes without even consciously trying. It is sad to be lonely even the dog cannot take the pain away. Oh she tries; she must have been a comedian in a former life. Though she was fixed she is a good mother watching over me and I think she even worries if I am sick. I got her at six weeks old and she is as much my baby as if I carried her within me. She acts like she is the alpha dog and I am her litter mate. She is very good at letting me know what she wants even lets me know when it is bedtime. People think I am crazy because I cater to her and she is what I seem to live for.
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